His love

photoperiodisms are so irritating. red light and far-red light irritates the shit outta me. wells. i've discovered my new formula of remembering all the facts abt SDP and LDP.
honey and i were talking a little abt God seeing everything that He created as PERFECT. yeah. it all goes back to Genesis again. :) so the plants and everything are perfect too. sigh. so the whole plant system so too perfect for me to understand. haha.
had a very bad experience today. took the wrong bus after tuition today. suppose to go je library to meet my boy after tuition but i ended up in some ulu industrial area wif no means of communication ( i left my phone at my boy's house yesterday). i'm the only one left on the bus, and the scary thing is the bus uncle let me get off the bus and i'm stranded in the middle of nowhere. i'm the only walking human being there ok. not even a single walking human being was there, only huge trucks and lorrys and vans. so scary, i dun even see cars or bus or cabs. imagine how scared i felt. and there's this traffic light in front of me, so practically all the truck and lorry drivers were looking out of the window and smiling and nodding at me. i was like OMG. i wan to cry k. somehow i juz feel so humilated. it's so disgusting. den i started imagining that some uncle or bangla man will kidnap me up the truck and send me off to sell or wat. i knoe my imagination is wild. but put urself in my shoes at that time ya? wat could get worse? oh did i mention that i'm the only female human being there? all the drivers are uncles and bangla man. i wanted to cry so badly. i was like, where is my boy? God, save me. so, there's this bus coming, i'm so happy.. but guess wat. i waved, i suppose that i'm so tiny that the uncle cant see me, so he juz drove passed. once again, i feel like bursting into tears. :( okays, finally there's this bus that finally came. i boarded the bus and went back to lake side mrt. but the journey was horrible. the bus went back into the industrial areas again. now i know how bad it feels to be lost.

but still.....
i'm a happy girl. grins. somehow, i juz knoe that He lives in me. i'm God's little girl. and He loves me. He's watching over me. this feeling is good. i'm looking forward to cgm, service.. juz to feel and experience His presence. people who dun understand how overwhelming it feels will think that i'm going loony or something. but i juz hope that they will at least try to respect. :)
2 Thes 3:3 But the Lord is faithful, who will establish you and guard you from the evil one.
this verse juz stood out to me juz now. :) an answer to my prayer frm the above.

yes tml's service. so i'm very happy now. grins.
good nite world. i love u baby. :)